Today is day 30. that means that i have been completely free of an old and painful habit that only by God's strength have i been able to go this long without doing! im really proud of myself and my friends are proud of me. im so lucky to have a great support group. its a new record! anyways, through all of this, ive realized that i need to focus more on other people and doing good things for other people. I cant sit and dwell on the past and myself, it will get me nowhere in life. i also dont want to be considered as self-absorbed. so thats my goal for this month: to focus on others rather than my delinquent self.
Schools been the usual but TOMORROW. oh man. tomorrow. not only is there free grand slam breakfast at Denny's but for lunch...wait for it...MOCK CHICKEN LEGS. im crazy about those things. i remember trying stephanies for the first time last year and falling in love so i always think of her. shout out to you girl! i love you.
Today, my wonderful, beloved friend Kayla made a Day 30 note for me and left it in my first hour for me to get when i went to class! it made my day and also made me realize how much i take my friends for granted. i am so lucky to have friends like her and i really need to embrace that. does that sound stupid? idk. but its such a good feeling to know there are people out there wanting to fight my battles with me, and kaylas one of them. i couldnt have been in a better mood.
I was also watching Oprah today, it was about the boy who plotted to kill his family; i had another reality check. i need to be so much more greatful for my life, my family and my relationships. i dont cherish them enough. There are so many people who have little to nothing compared to what i have and i really need to take it to heart.
okay, im done. it was a good day.
Philippians 3:13-14
KHO
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